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ana
17
she/her


welcome to my disorderd diary!
i am not "pro-anorexia",
i'm only proana in the sense that i think
anorexic people should be able to talk
about their experiences.











╭┈┈» * 07/21/2023 ・ ✧*

» breakfast ・ [200]
« lunch ・ [0]
» dinner ・ [1,000]
« snacks ・ [200]
» total ・ [1,400]
« burned ・ [0]
» steps ・ [?]
« net ・ [1,400]

╰┈┈» *end . . . ☽*


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╭┈┈» *thoughts . . . ✧*

C- today. better than i was doing though!

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╭┈┈» * 02/10/2023 ・ ✧*

» breakfast ・ [0]
« lunch ・ [640]
» dinner ・ [1,200]
« snacks ・ [200]
» total ・ [2,040]
« burned ・ [0]
» steps ・ [?]
« net ・ [2,040]

╰┈┈» *end . . . ☽*


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╭┈┈» *thoughts . . . ✧*

honestly not the worst i've done. considering i'm only just relapsing and i think it'll take time to get back into it, i'll take an average amnt of cals over the 3-4 thousand i binge sometimes. F- but barely, i was super close to a D today. (need to find my fitbit and start wearing it again...)

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╭┈┈» * 12/18/2022 ・ ✧*

» breakfast ・ [762]
« lunch ・ [1,140]
» dinner ・ [820]
« snacks ・ [200]
» total ・ [2,922]
« burned ・ [0]
» steps ・ [1,629]
« net ・ [2,922]

╰┈┈» *end . . . ☽*


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╭┈┈» *thoughts . . . ✧*

im such a fatass

╰┈┈» *end . . . ☽*





╭┈┈» * 12/17/2022 ・ ✧*

» breakfast ・ [455]
« lunch ・ [452]
» dinner ・ [2,414]
« snacks ・ [320]
» total ・ [3,641]
« burned ・ [0]
» steps ・ [3,333]
« net ・ [3,641]

╰┈┈» *end . . . ☽*


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╭┈┈» *thoughts . . . ✧*

im gonna kms!!!!

╰┈┈» *end . . . ☽*





╭┈┈» * 12/16/2022 ・ ✧*

» breakfast ・ [1,154]
« lunch ・ [300]
» dinner ・ [879]
« snacks ・ [390]
» total ・ [2,723]
« burned ・ [0]
» steps ・ [3,309]
« net ・ [2,723]

╰┈┈» *end . . . ☽*


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╭┈┈» *thoughts . . . ✧*

had to do this one again?? sorry if it shows up twice lol. anyway i feel nauseus

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╭┈┈» * 12/15/2022 ・ ✧*

» breakfast ・ [462]
« lunch ・ [380]
» dinner ・ [532]
« snacks ・ [410]
» total ・ [1,784]
« burned ・ [0]
» steps ・ [6,924]
« net ・ [1,784]

╰┈┈» *end . . . ☽*


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╭┈┈» *thoughts . . . ✧*

i think i did okay today! not great, but anything under 2k is a passing grade imo. :D

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╭┈┈» * 12/14/2022 ・ ✧*

» breakfast ・ [500]
« lunch ・ [1,000]
» dinner ・ [620]
« snacks ・ [2,346]
» total ・ [4,466]
« burned ・ [0]
» steps ・ [1,738]
« net ・ [4,466]

╰┈┈» *end . . . ☽*


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╭┈┈» *thoughts . . . ✧*

i think im gonna end it all if i don't start doing better soon

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